我總是真實的開心卻又帶點忐忑不安的
可我對自己說
我一定要 更腳踏實地的 去接受 而不再害怕
i hold it, and i will hold it forever.

I recall the wonderful days in Sydney again while i was lying on my bed last nite. Not a big deal, just something little, like...a cup of good coffee. I remember there is a small cafe in 2nd floor of wentworth building. It's really a small one, very hard to find coz it's located behide stairs,but always crowdy. I like the coffee there. I always sat there enjoying my coffee and waiting for the lecture time.
I so miss the coffee times in Sydney. What I have is more than a cup of coffee. It's something beyond words that I always miss.
Finally, I watched SEX AND THE CITY movie on this saturday. It's great to me, as not a fan of sex and the city drama series. Not like most girls, I always choose Friends, CSI, or even Prison Break rather than sex and the city among drama series. Don't ask me why. I am just not that into it. But sometimes, i like to watch it since there are so many luxuries in the drama series and...i m a luxurious girl. haha.
I think i am like most girls who believe in true love and wish to meet someone like Mr. Big and crazily fall in love with him. Just....could my story be a little easier than Carrie and Mr. Big's? Ha, i don't wanna be involved with a guy for 10 years and with countless break-ups. But....I really want a gorgeous closet just like what Mr. Big gave Carrie. Yeh, i m extremely a material girl. hahahahah
Okay, be serious. I almost cried for many times while watching the movie. It's very true and touching. I really hope everyone could find their true love n live happily ever after. Tho it doesn't uaually happen in reality. As long as u believe, it will happen more than uaually. Keep faith. That's what my sort of Mr. Big has ever told me.